I haven’t blogged in a while. Honestly, I think it because a little scary for me. It’s hard to be transparent, but I want that so much. The world needs transparency!
Lately, I’ve been attempting to juggle so much (and failing) because…well, I’m not a freaking magician!
Mostly, I’ve been working on me. A wife, mother, Christian (man, that SHOULD have been through first thing I typed…but…human here…) Employee, employer, and a volunteer! A volunteer!!!! I do not have time to volunteer for anything!
I need someone to volunteer to help me with my laundry! But this case, it’s close to my heart it’s almost INSIDE my heart. The Families First Iniativie in MS to end child abuse and neglect. How do you say no to that? You don’t .you pray that God out you in the right place at the right time for a reason you cannot understand. But, you just pray.
So, lately, that’s just it. Day by day, breath by breath. Slowly but surely.
For the first real time in my life I don’t feel like a “nobody” anymore. Not just a “nobody” but the person that people think have nothing good to offer the world; a waste of oxygen.
I’m living in that moment now…for a few days at least. It’s overwhelming. Being that person, it’s daunting. It makes you just almost wish you felt like that nobody again. Almost.
In the meantime, I’m oh so thankful for the help from my husband and the forgiving heart in my little.
Don’t forget to thank God for all the things and people in your life.